Weirdness

This is me in Baju kebaya

More malay phrase and Traditional Malay Outfit (Baju Kurung and kebaya)..Zarra is becoming typical local Malay Girl from peninsular malaysia.. eeww...---> this is zazziey's reaction towards me.

That is SOO typical you..making fun of me ---> Zarra in her high school dumb blonde slang.

to be honest, i prefer kebaya than baju kurung. hahahhaha!

What the heck?

i just notice i have more than 3 baju kurung this year.

a bit surprise coz usually i only got 1 or 2 ( maximum) for a year. i use the same baju kurung. Sometimes i use the same baju kurung for 3 years( for raya la). hahhaahha.. Now mummy so rajin buy a lot of baju kurung for me.

im becoming more ' Malay' than Swk'n.

What the F *** is going on with my body?

gained more weight..serious shit..this is out of control. and pimples keep on coming out.

i ve try to sleep on time since its my holiday. looks like it became my lifestyle. i can only sleep at 4 a.m. i have this ' insomnia' problem again.

and another eating disorder problem.

Oh god~

-Zarra-

Funny but its True

Well, i read this interesting post from a friend of mine. My very good friend of mine. I ve been reading his blog from time to time. and i like the content of it.

I know this might sound racist, but in a way it does make sense. this is some part of his blog.

well, jason please update your blog!!!! :)

NO MORE 5C'S BUT NEW 5B'S:

I don't need a CAR, but I want a BMW
I don't need a CONDO, but I want a BUNGALOW
I don't need you to have CASH but I want you to own a BANK
I don't need you to have a CAREER but I want you to be a BOSS

Most of you would have heard of the Singapore 5C's!:
Car, Condo, Credit Card (Gold), Cash and Career

Heard of the 5B's?
B - BMW
B - Body
B - Brain
B - Billionaire
B - Bungalow

And, and addition with the 5K's
Kiasu (scared of losing)
Kiasee (scared of dying)
Kiabor (scared of wife)
Kiaboh (scared of having nothing)
Kiachenghu (scared of government)

We've been reading about the 5C's! And 5K's for Singaporeans now comes the 5 Numerals and Malaysia 's equivalent....

Singapore's 'practice' for Simple Living:
1 - One Wife
2 - Two Children
3 - Three Bedroom Condo
4 - Four Wheels
5 - Five Figure Salary

Malaysia's Malays 'practice' to Simple Living:
5 - Five Children
4 - Four Wives
3 - Three Figure Salary
2 - Two Wheels
1 - One-Storey Link House

Bite me if you can.

xoxo

-Zarra-

Office

still here..waiting for the slides..sigh~

Occupied

i like being occupied. i dislike holidays. I miss doing Designs and other assignments as well.On my holiday, i tend to feel empty and lonely. btw i need to improve my presentation boards and my portfolio. Im still weak at that.Im quiet OK with my small scale 3D models. But Im NOT that good in Graphic Design and composing information. Still need to learn and improve it. and my photography skills still weak. My good quality picture usually comes to non living things.But i cant capture human/ real life ppl. the quality are WORST WORST and UGLY UGLY.For some reasons i cant take people's picture. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.. and i need to change my SLR lenses.started to figure out new settings for my camera. who know next year i can ask from D 90 from papa? hehehhehe!

btw gtg now. need to settle some program on Sunday morning till evening.

Chow~

xoxo

-Zarra-

Sadness: Life and Death

i dont know how to put this.

im hurt to see ppl around me being sad. and im a bit sensitive.

on the 3 rd of December 2009. i never expect morning call from Hadri. saying that Harris is gone. i was like ' gone? like what?'. what he meant is Harris passed away. shocking moment for me.i dont know what to say. im speechless and empty. Not mention BLUR some more..yea...i am blur.. but deep down..im sad too.. but i cant expressed it or think about it. coz i ve been occupied with my worry+ness on my work. need to catch up with the dateline.its a good thing i occupied my self.

Cant believe Harris is gone. i went to his cemetery at Bkt Kiara late afternoon.from his grave i can still see the Fresh red muddy . i can feel the sadness atmosphere especially from Hadri. seriously really sad. one moment you know that person is alive the next thing you know, that person is gone forever. To ppl around him, his family, friends, and colleagues, I am so sorry for their lost.It god's will.

Al-Fatihah to Mr. Harris Izham. And Happy Birthday to You.May Allah Bless you.

4th of December is your birthday.

xoxo

-Zarra-

watch movie again

going to watch movie again.at one u.

Christmas Carol & Twilight: NewMoon

watched two movies which is christmas carol and Newmoon.

OH GOD!! im officially in love with Edward Cullen. i love his character. hard to explain.but i recommend you guys watch TWILIGHT.he is my type of guy.

in real life there is a guy like him. but he s not available. sigh~

but for more details, read the book. then you 'll understand.

i missed my latin dance class today. went to some program with lil bro ilham . and my dear dance partner Zalan is in JandaBaik..

i went to Kak E' s apartment to check on her baby, Jack and Bibit. man..they re soo adorable..cute..would love to babysit them again. Lovely persian cat and burmese cat.

:-)